The Sky

"The stars light up the sky", "The stars are nothing without the sky", "The sky is empty without the stars". A few exchange  to mention of the relationship between the sky and stars upon the 88 white lights gazing among the sea as the wind blows with comfort.

That "sky" is really such a vague entity for it encompasses such a wide region of definitions. Defining it seems to be an impossibility for there is really no clear definition to it. For it is difficult to define but it is easy to describe. The sky I am talking about surpasses all the sweetest things in the world combined for its sweetness is the reason for why living brings pleasure. The sky brings pure beauty to anyone to dares to take his eyes on it for nothing in the world could ever be more stunning.

For the "star" is the entity that is always there for the sky, there is nothing more that can made the stars dim than the sadness of the sky. That sadness clogs up the sky and brings darkness into the them. There is nothing more hateful than seeing that sadness unfold in such a beautiful night.

Knowing you for such a short period of time has been ecstatic, although we haven't really clicked on a lot of things, we are still here. For so many nights we had laughed and bonded, several we talked and chatted, all those nights were exalted. For this would probably be the last night we could talk and chatter, the tears drippin' down your face is sure a sight of heartbreak. The sorrow that you feel is anguish into my heart for I can't do anything more but listen to what your emotions has to bring. For you have said you hate seeing me down and melancholic 'cause it brings you hatred to whomever is the reason for it even if it is yourself, that you would hate yourself that. I'll return that favor back to you for it is how I also feel. Bringing tears to the person who is the sky is surely a hateful thing to do for the tears I saw that night wasn't just the tears of sorrow but also the tears of disappointment for even I didn't think it was possible for this things to happen. The star doesn't want the sky to continue on like this. If only I can do anything to simplify this complication. For all the things you wanted was simple and be left as you were, getting to know you must've been a great  opportunity for me to meet the sweetest thing in the whole world but consequently for you, meeting me has brought you a dilemma of some sort. I apologize for everything that has made you bleak for parts of it must have me involved directly or indirectly. I feel the sadness you feel. I empathize with whats happening. I hate this situation that you got into. I hate myself for making a path for you to embark onto this stupid road. Sorry for the complications that have been brought down to your world for the quiet and peaceful life you were living before you met me was the ideal environment for you but now you have been brought into the mix tape of entanglement with that world of yours into our world.

If I am only here to you as you watch suffer, I will let you down. For I will never leave you, I won't ever let you down.

ainzley
2011

A Short Thought

why are people so subtle? why can't they just open up what they want to say, why does it have to be crooked instead of going straight to it? Sometimes it just feels that it is so stupid. It is really difficult to get what people are thinking. Why can't just they answer straight to the point? hmmmm.... Ask what they want to say. Fire away, that is life.

Buck of Star

It's been a while since I have written an entry for my blog, I remember when I was starting this blog. It was mostly inspired by the new girl I met unexpectedly under rare circumstances. She was the one who was able to make me write things I would have never imagined that would cross my mind. And now, a month has past since my last entry. You could say I have became uninspired to write anything in this blog. Well, that is partly true aside from the fact that I am just too busy. The reason for this entry? She, she was to inspire me again with a simple but sweet gesture so it would be just fair if I write about her.

Midway of January when I first saw her, she was wearing a blue and black that time. A fairly shy personality could be distinguished right away on seeing her. With her soft voice I replied to a simple answer she asked. Beautiful? yes she was, and she was able to get attention. She was never really the type that I thought i would get along, so I thought. For me, I expected that she will be just one of the classmates I will have during my last term in college, one who I would just get to talked to during class hours and with class related works. Never would have I expected her to be the one girl on which will make my senior year ecstatic. Until that time that i received a text and call from her. Shocked? it's a given fact, but never did I see nor perceived that she will be one of the sweetest girls out there. Her soothing personality gives you giggles as you talk to her, her cute little expression as you make fun of her, her smile whenever she see the cute boy she admires and her sweet thoughts that she makes into reality compliments the soul. Though all the things that I like she seems to hate, there is really no common denominator between us. She hates all the things I love, Ironic isn't it? Never did i meet anybody who had a opposite personality with me. It just seems that we wouldn't get along at all for we don't share anything that would interest us in any means. It may just be that opposite attracts. She is a puzzle, I could never really understand some things about her but that what makes it all fun. Getting to see what is really in the picture amazes me when I get to solve that puzzle. Her sweetness is unexpected but that's what makes it more special.

For all the things that i don't get about her, I see pleasure and for all the thing that she hates, I seem to like them. Does opposites really get along? :)

ainzley
2011