Everyday and All Day

Cherishing the past, treasuring the moments, appreciating the time, and missing that person. One can really never feel those things until the time that everything just simply vanishes or plainly, just depreciating the feeling one has had. Overstatement is the same as understatement. Being too weak is the same as being too strong. Silence is the same as clamor. Ironically, Different things means the same in a perceptive context. Meaning one can be there at all times and not notice while one can vanish and be looked for, that is how the story goes. After a few days of being beside each other, a sudden bolt of lightning struck the chain that is keeping them in one colloquium. He suddenly has to decide to take an opportunity or stay behind. Naturally, he would just go for that opportunity without hesitation but it got a little more complicated than that. He had to leave her behind because of the difference in schedules. For the short time that they had known each other and sat together, he couldn't imagine being anywhere else. For the first time after his world stopped right before his eyes, this girl was able to make it move again. "Hold on to those who makes you happy" but she doesn't just make him happy but rather she makes him smile with joy, grin in sulk, and light in loneliness. She was able to remove the heaviness he was carrying around him since that faithful day. She was the one who means to him a lot more than anybody thinks. Maybe she was just the one who made him realized that the door had close opened another one just in front of him. Never did he want to depart from the happiness that she had brought to him even if it was by surprise. Insanely enough though, he chose to walk the path away from her by taking the opportunity that has befallen upon him. A regrettable choice he knows for he will not be seeing, talking, or passing notes to this girl again. It will only just in occasions if those times may come. A risk he has taken and he believe he was ready to take. And yet, he misses her a lot, walking the halls expecting to hear her voice, peering by the Fenestella in case, and writing much and much just to continue making her smile. Even though what happens, he wants to continue this story on with her. She has given him the revelation of what Epiphany really is.

for this will never wither

ainzley

2011