20110121

Though I can't fly

"While she looks so sad lonely there, I absolutely love her". A pretty face that she hid from the world that I absolutely love when she smiles. Honestly, I'm just so damn tired right now to be blogging. My mind isn't even working right now, physically tired from walking and carrying my laptop all day long and mentally tired by sitting in class for a lot of hours. But as the first line in this entry suggests, this is meant to someone who is in need of a little comfort. Everyday went normal as any other except for the first time we had to face our messed up and "thought up" schedule which was 12 hours in school with 3 and 2 hours breaks in the middle respectively. Stupidly, our schedule had wrong times in them so we ended up not attending 1 of them. But that is not what made my day a little more down than usual. Around the end of the class, I got the knowledge of a friend being deprived of her desires. In the moment of squander, the substance that would bring her smiles which can be seen form miles away had to be relinquish in just a moment of disregard. Feeling pity would be just an insult to injury at the moment and feeling sympathetic would be like just not caring at all. This fair damsel in distress would needs empathy, someone who can understand what it feels like to be in the shoe of that scenario. To understand her and be there for what is needed to be in place of to soften the blow of the sudden crisis that has befallen her. To talk to talk as we stand back to back in the moment that we see eye to eye for us to ease from heart to heart.

Fair damsel, for thy had been deprived by the sacred entity which would shout delight of expressions in thou visage. Disguising that sweet smile of yours with the cloak of anguish and distress would be meaningless. It would bring more depression to the world as for no one can ever see such pretty face in your times of bleakness. "While she looks so sad lonely there, I absolutely love her...." especially when she smiles. I yearn to extend thy hands to eliminate such sadness in your heart and bring that smile which captivates anyone even those who are in the ends of the world. A little essence of sweet scent which is synonymous to your personality may come in handy for the healing of the great tragedy. Though being deprived of this desire may pull you down, never look down. Remember to see the up in down, the right in wrong, the light in dark and always look for the hand that will pull you through. Have in a little more faith, you'll never be out of something. You'll almost have those you can put your faith in and you'll always have that pretty face that will let that sunset become the sunrise.

If I am only here to watch you as you suffer, I will let you down.

Absolutely - Nine Days[always liked that song but the music video is another thing though]


ainzley
2011

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